I'm so sorry u have and are going through that *HUGS*
My heart is shattered too..from past and recent events. I know how painful it is, so i empathise with u.
I'm on different meds now.
Take care!

There are way too many people with depression all over the world.
No i'm not dead..but i wish i was.

I know true depression. U don't know me and shouldn't judge my life on 1 or a few videos.
I'm sorry u have had such a struggle.

Im recovering from a gambling addiction. Time and time again I lost everything and was depressed ALL the time, at one stage I really couldn't remember the last time I was happy! I pushed away those that cared and loved me.

I soon realised that life is all about choices. I chose to stop gambling, also chose to change a lot of things in my life. Initially it was hard but now life is great. Live for the day & enjoy every fcukin second of it!!